the 18th.

theres always going to be that one thing you wish for but never get. that one mistake you wish you could erase but can never take back. that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again.

C.

nymphs.

im moving on. no more waiting. no more hurt. if you wanted me you could've had me, but you didnt. you blew your chances. now, i hope you're happy living your life wondering "what if you took your chances with me ?" cause im no longer here. im no longer waiting.

C.

give me a reason.

you may not want me anymore. but i know good and well that you still think of me. i still occupy a spot in your mind. maybe you even miss me. so why wont you talk to me ?

C.

mayer.

sometimes you tell someone to never call you again and then the phone rings and you hope it's them. its the most twisted logic of all time.

C.

empty.

i miss you. im waiting for you to text or call me and tell me you miss me because i have missed you the entire time. i felt love. and now i lay here on my bed. thinking about you. your voice. your warm hugs. and all your amazing qualities. i want you to hold me like you did. right now, i dont feel the love.

C.

H.

just because i dont say anything doesnt mean it doesnt bother me. of course it bothers me. but im just saving us the trouble and not starting an argument. every little thing you do affects me. but i rather just stay quiet.

C.

lose the battle.

in the blink of an eye, everything can change. so forgive often and love with all your heart. you may never know when you may not have that chance again.

C.

bukowski.

being alone never felt right. sometimes it felt good, but it never felt right.

C.