jacob, why did you just take off your shirt ?


hari nie seharian di alamanda, putrajaya. dari 11am sampai lah 11pm. bermovie marathon bersama syafiq manson. memang terbaik. dah lame teringin nak buat marathon macam nie. dan akhirnya terlaksana jugak. Phua Chu Kang The Movie, Step Up 3 and Vampires Suck.

note : nanti kita movie marathon lagi yeaa sayang ?

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xoxo

said and done.


i sometimes lose myself for eternity,
i find my way back somehow and face the plain reality.


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chienne punya cerita.


boleh tak jangan nak menggedik sangat ? sumpah menyampah kott bila baca. agakagak la kalau nak gatal pon. tak kene tempat langsung. stupidos.

note : hey AtotheM, i effing dont like you.

daddy daddy cool.


kali nie entry tentang OPA sahaja. kalau agakagak tak berminat baca, sila bawak tangan sekarang. dan jangan datang lagi. sy tidak hegeh untuk awak baca blog sy. terima kasih.

berbalik kepada kisah opa tersayang, nama penuh seperti dalam ic ialah RADIN LOCKMAN. anak lelaki kepada RADIN SALLEH dan JANEY DAVID yang masuk islam jadi ZAINI DAUD. yeaa moyang perempuan sy seorang african. and hell yeahh im proud of it.

opa lahir tahun 1923. umur ? sila carik scientific calculator dan tekantekan sehingga muncul angka yang sewajarnya. dilahirkan dan dibesarkan di SINGAPORE. kemudian berhijrah ke TERENGGANU DARUL IMAN dan disitulah berputiknya cinta agung opa dengan oma, CHE KHADIJAH AZIZAH.

berkahwin dan dikurniakan 8 orang cahaya mata. 6 putera dan 2 puteri. RADIN FIRDAUS, RADEN FADZILLAH, RADIN FAHMEY, RADIN FATIHAH, RADIN DZULFAKAR, RADIN FATWA, RADIN FUAD dan yang bongsu RADIN FAUZI. alhamdulillah 3 dari putera opa dan oma khatam melanjutkan pelajaran di luar negara. lepas ada anak, mesti ade cucu pulak kan. 17 putera dan puteri kesemuanya. dan alhamdulillah 2 dari cucunda juga berjaya khatam melanjutkan pelajaran di luar negara. termasuklah kakak tersayang, IRYANI JULIANA.

tahun nie genap 11 tahun oma pergi meninggalkan opa. tapi opa seperti biasa, masih setia dengan oma. setiap pagi jumaat, rutin opa melawat kubur arwah isteri tersayangmwarhxxmwarhxx. kereta DATSUN kesayangan opa masih digunakan walaupun umur kereta tu hampir mencecah beberapa puluh tahun dan agak nazak parak. opa kata kereta nie banyak kenangan dengan arwah oma. arwah oma tak boleh naik kereta sebarang sebab kuat mabuk. kereta opa je oma boleh naik. ohh sumpah sangat sweet opa and oma nie.

setiap tahun tanggal 6 haribulan 6, The Radins akan berkumpul beramairamai untuk satu family gathering. tarikh 6 haribulan 6 dipilih bersamaan tarikh kelahiran opa.

note : opa, you're a good example of what a grandpa should be. we always get along so well even when we disagree. you have such a good heart. you're the best grandpa and i really love you ♥

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panda, je t'aime.


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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

puffy crying eyes.



i know my one mistake has changed everything.

lapanbelas orang bertemu dan berbuka.


flaming steamboat buffet, sunway


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happy 23rd birthday, Hajjar Samsuri ! :)

orang utara panggil cabai.


kepada si dot dot dot,
takyahla sebok nak suka ape yang orang lain suka, sebok nak ada ape yang orang lain ada, sebok nak berhasaddengki bila tak dapat ape yang orang lain dapat, sebok nak storykanankiri bila orang lain buat salah, sebok nak bercerita yang konon kau tu hot. sudahsudahla. tolongla berpijak di bumi yang nyata.

note : siapa makan cili, diala terasa pedasnya :)

you'll stumble in my footsteps.


im not looking for absolution. forgiveness for the things i do. but before you come to any conclusions, try walking in my shoes.

blow dryer, curling iron and flat iron.


hye kim k. nak pinjam rambut boleh ? bolehla bolehla.

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note : keep your curling iron away from your designer dresses at all times. ty.

hari ini dalam sejarah.


hari nie hari baik tingkah laku. duduk rumah diamdiam. pagi bangun pukul 1230. yeaa tak berape pagi. lepas bangun, terus mandi. dan mulalah aktiviti mengemas rumah. rajin anak ibu. kankan ? HAHA selesai mengemas, basuh baju pulak. penuh satu baldi wa cakap lu. stock 2 minggu punya. padanla muka kan. sape suruh last week malas basuh baju. rasakan, csilla.

puas merendam, menyental dan menjemur, perut rasa lapa. dengan pantas dan efisiennye, terus ke dapur masak sardin dan telur. tolong jangan tertanyatanya kenape tak puasa. sila fahamfaham sendiri. terima kasih.

selesai melantak, mula operasi melukis pulak. haihh. sumpah tulang jari jemariku tak cukup lembut nak melukis bendebende nie. ass minggu nie kene lukis building admin. yeaa memang takleh susah lagi dah ass CGMB nie. manjit ohh manjit.

note : rawrr, i miss you :(

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second spring.



im not fine, im in pain.

setelah sebelas bulan.


every time our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
is almost more than i can take
baby when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away

i've never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts
i can see your dreams

the smell of your skin
the taste of your kiss
the way you whisper in the dark
your hair all around me
baby you surround me
you touch every place in my heart
oh it feels like the first time, every time
i want to spend the whole night in your eyes

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i want to spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever

every little thing that you do
baby, im amazed by you

happy 11th month anniversary, syafiq manson ♥

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homeopathic remedy.


i've really bad trapped wind. im being completely serious. feels like i need to fart. and my stomach hurts. damnn

note : what can i do to release this wind ? im in pain :/

last call from heaven.


has life ever felt so hectic ? i wish i could just stayed at Kuantan forever, lay down on the sand while listening to the waves crash on the boulders.

note : im getting boring. im not the type who makes every word i type sound cool. feel free to stop reading.

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fion lim.


from the top of my head to the bottom of my soles
if i were to be harsh and self-critical
i can easily point out exactly what is wrong
with each and every part of my body.

to get a sample of the imperfections that lie within my body
let us take a peek at the flaws that i can spot.

my hair is too wavy and not thick enough
forehead too high and too wide
skin too oily and prone to breakouts
pores too big and too visible
eyebrows too sparse and eyelashes too few and short
nose bridge too low and too fleshy
teeth with gaps and not white enough
lips too pale and chin too sharp
face too longish and not oval enough
hands too wrinkly and not slender
back too pimply and littered with scar marks
breasts too small and butt too fleshy
thighs too heavy and calves too thick
feet too broad and toes too dark.

i could just burst into tears and lament
on the tragedy of my bodily imperfection
in fact i used to fuss over them
which quickly plunged my self worth into the pits.

over the years
i slowly got over that belittling stage
and come to realize that my imperfections make me
different from the rest of the people
and there is no one else that looks like me.

in the midst of all these bodily imperfections
lies the perfect me
and what a liberating thought !

tak reti duduk diam punye orang.


HYPERACTIVE is the best word to describe him today. pfftt.

note : why sayang why ? -__-

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resipi rahsia.


secret recipe, alamanda, putrajaya

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thanks for the superb sunday ♥

radin sana, radin sini.


hari nie berbuka di teratak radin lockman bersama opa, abah, ibu, mummy, mama, papa, uncle fauzi, aunty aniza, sis nad, sis yani, fikri, aiza dan faiz. yeaa memang meriah. baru sebahagian yang ada. kalau lagi ramai, lagi meriah gitu. lepas berbuka, bermulalah sesi sembangsembangborakborak. seronok bercerita. dah lame tak dapat berkumpul ramairamai. tengah syiok berborak, family uncle dzul pulak datang. ohh well. memang tak rugi balik kuantan minggu nie.

note : kepada sis yanna and couzies yang takde tu, jangan jeles la yeaa ? :p

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pefedalfal.


hari ketiga pula selesai. alhamdulillah. semuanye sempurna. hari nie rajin memasak sambal pedal. nyumnyum. ibu and abah kata sedap hehe. esok nak bukak puasa bersama keluarga besar dekat rumah opa. planning nak masak jugak but tak decide lagi nak masak ape. stim ikan siakap, perhaps ? dah lame tak makan nie. mengidam la pulak haa.

kuantan.


alhamdulillah. hari kedua sudah pon selesai. yang bestnya, dapat bukak puasa dengan family semua di kuantan. tadi petang lepas habis class C Prog, terus balik kuantan. ibu and sis yani datang sematamata nak amik bawak balik kuantan. sumpah terharu. SOBS. around 5 bertolak balik kuantan, lepas hanta sis yanna balik kota damansara. sampai around 7. singgah di bazar ramadhan area taman tas. nak carik kuih favorite ; lompia dan cara berlauk. lepas selesai membeli kuih, hanta babylove balik rumah. ohh lupe nak bagitau. babylove ikut balik kuantan jugak. sehala je pon kan. alangalang balik la sekali. * sambal sotong and lompat tikam ibu awak buat sangat sedap. tolong cakap thanks dekat ibu yeaa :D *

sampaisampai je rumah, ade makhluk berbuluberkakiempat menyambut di luar pintu. Dior sayang :) tak sempat nak pelukcium, terus terjah masuk dapur. dan sekaligus memulakan aktiviti melantak. abah masak asam pedas ikan patin. sumpah sedap. yeaa abah memang tukang masak yang hebat hee.

note : perasaan berbuka bersama family memang terbaik.

ramadhan al mubarak.


sumpah terkilan tak dapat sambut first day of ramadhan dengan family. SOBS

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no cadbury.


it's not very often that i visit Marks&Spencer. but on the odd occasion that i do, i always buy one of these bars. these bars are often found at the checkout, staring at you as you get to the till, willing you to buy them !

the chocolate itself is very good quality as you would expect from M&S. it's no cadburys but it is the perfect thickness. i would say medium. so there is a good old covering but not so thick that it makes you feel sick.

i always try and just eat one of the two bars of this, then save the second one. but it is so delicious that this very rarely actually happens. i really love this bar. it's great quality all round and a fairly good price. if you are a turkish delight lover, it's really worth trying.

note : this MilkChocolateTurkishDelight thigy is so highly addictive. dangg

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baby baby baby ohh.


i havent been sick in a long long time. so yeahh, im being a baby about it.

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defemamfam.


hye.

demam.

bye.


note : i HATE having to lay around listlessly doing nothing.

macbook merah menyala.


hari ini menghabiskan masa di klcc lagi dan lagi. tapi hari nie pegi klcc dengan mummy pulak. dan tidak ketinggalan si babylove tonggek, sis yanna and amier putra. beli buku di Kinokuniya dan shopping di Marks&Spencer lagi. thanks mummy :) lepas shoppingshopping, mummy balik kuantan dengan sis yanna. sementara csilla, babylove and putra pegi PcFair lagi. bukan nak sangat pegi pc fair yang serabutserabat tu. pegi pon sebab mummy suruh beli pendrive and kaspersky untuk sexy-hot-red macbook kesayangan dia. si manson pulak berjaya angkut speaker baru. nahh lepas nie hingarbingar la apartment cendekiawan dengan speaker baru si tonggek tu.

tamat cerita di klcc, pergi makansampaitaklaratnakbangun dekat Steven'sCorner. tempat lepak duludulu HAHA makan lamb chop and satay. terduduk wa cakap lu. kenyang tahap maksima. lepas makan, putra hanta balik uniten. ohh yeahh memang hari yang panjang.

note : hari nie tiada gamba. harap maaf HAHA

im a mess in a dress.


hari nie semangat bangun pukul 930 sebab nak pegi klcc dengan babylove. tapi lastlast pukul 11 jugak baru gerak. biasala melayu kita. sampaisampai je klcc, terus pegi beli ticket cerita salt. kemudian pegi melantak dekat ArenaFoodCourt. siap order pizza segala tapi tak habis jugak. yeaa memang satu pembaziran -__-

selepas terduduk kekenyangan, terus masuk hall untuk memulakan sesi anak wayang. not bad la cerita dia. tak saba nak tengok salt 2 *kalau ada*.

selesai sesi anak wayang, sekali lagi pegi mengenyangkan perut yang tak berapa nak lapa. tempat pilihan kali ini ialah di TheApartment. eton mess sumpah terbaik. nyumnyumm. okayy enough dengan makanmakan.

lokasi seterusnya ke PcFair. si manson sebuk nak usha speaker. ushausha je la tapinye HAHA

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sentap lagi.


kalau nak bergambar pon agakagak la. tengok dulu status dia ape. tak perlu nak pegangpegangpelukpeluk sangat.

note : heyy i have feelings too.

vital.


i am sorry for being too emotional
i am sorry for being mean
i am sorry that i cry for you
i am sorry because i cant imagine my live without you
i am sorry for my self-centered love
i am sorry i cared not enough
but trust me when i say that i love you
should i say sorry for that too ?

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CSEB124.


currently di COE foodcourt bersama babylove tersayang. konon mentelaah CSEB124 untuk mid term exam esok. yeaa memang cepat betul kan mid term. baru sebulan masuk degree, dah kene menghadap exam haihh. okayy. baik sambung study sekarang. toodles

masjid biru.


itu FIRST TIME. and yeahh. im proud of it. tak pernah sangka dapat baca selancar tu. bukanlah lancar sangat tapi takdela gagap sangat.

note : thanks iylia, ara, dila and nana sebab teman tadi :)

rentunghangushitamlegam.


fire drill ? sampai rentung pon jangan harap la nak turun. takleh jauh pulak tempat berkumpul tu ? pfftt

note : hoii loceng ajaib, tolonglah berhenti memekik.

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NadiaZuhaida punya kerja.


What's Your Name :
nama dalam ic bukan IchiCsillaIdris

A Four Letter Word :
twinkle twinkle little star

A Boy's Name :
panda rawrr

A Girl's Name :
kitty purr

An Occupation :
bounty hunter

A Color :
darker than black, whiter than white

Something You'll Wear :
40D ? HAHAHA

A Type Of Food :
chicken lasagna sangat nyumnyumburpp

Something Found In The Bathroom :
ibu cicak dan anakanaknya

A Place :
rumah yang bukan dekat uniten pusaka tersayang :)

A Reason For Being Late :
zzzz

Something You'd Shout :
TOKMU !

A Movie Title :
sex and the city memang favorite

Something You Drink :
sekarang dah kenal barbican

A Musical Group :
tibetibe layan wondergirls

An Animal :
meoww ♥

A Type Of Car :
hummer ♥

A Type Of Fruit :
baru lepas makan anggur

Tag To:
n o o n e

head to the ache.


kepala sakit.

terima kasih mtv world stage.

pfftt.

jyeahh.


MTV WORLD STAGE 2010


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ENVY me, people ! :D