lord dunsany.
i think that travel comes from some deep urge to see the world, like the urge that brings up a worm in an irish bog to see the moon when it is full.

how's that for distorting reality ?
i have this bad habit. i love to skip classes. i do this when i am tired, bored or having a bad day. sometimes, i choose days to skip based on what we are doing in the class that day. it is a bad habit and although i often consciously decide to give it up, i always find myself pulled along the irresistible pathway to freedom and naptime.
for you i will.
fragile and cold.
life these days is getting rough. it knocks me down and beats me up. but it's just a roller coaster anyway.
100 years.
i keep thinking of how much i love talking to you. how good you look when you smile. how much i love your laugh. i daydream about you off and on. replaying pieces of our conversation. laughing at funny things that you said or did. i've memorized your face. and the way that you look at me. i catch myself smiling again at what i imagine. i wonder what will happen everytime we meet. and even though neither of us know what the future holds, i know one thing for sure. you’re the best thing that ever happened to me.
always have, always will.
kalau niat kau nak sakitkan hati aku, kau berjaya.
kalau niat kau nak hancurkan hati aku, kau berjaya.
kalau niat kau nak buat aku bergadoh dengan dia, kau berjaya.
kau layak diberi tepukan gemuruh dalam mengkucarlanarkan hubungan orang. kau memang layak, perempuan sial. layak selayaklayaknya. tapi satu aku boleh bagitau. aku takkan kalah dengan kau. aku takkan bagi hak aku dekat kau. kau patut lebih sedar diri dan berpijak di bumi yang nyata. bukan syok sendiri dan mula menulis ntah apaapa.
note : sampai mati aku benci kau EM. sampai mati.
what's your fantasy ?
facethebook.
minggu bermidterm exams. ahh tekanan perasaan semuanya. banyak nak kene revise. itulah, dalam class mainmain. tak pernah nak concentrate. datang class pon kadangkadang. csilla ohh csilla, sila bangun dari tidur anda.
14 January 2011 : AppliedStatistics
18 January 2011 : CreativeThinking
25 January 2011 : AdvancedProgramming
syukur Computer Modelling And Creativity takde midterm. Multimedia Technologies pulak taktau bila. tarikh belom dapat. selamat menghadam semuanya, csilla.
99 facts about guys.
1. guys dont actually look after good-looking girls.
2. guys love flirts.
3. a guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. when a guy says he doesnt understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. when a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. when guys want to meet your parents, let them.
12. guys want to tell you many things but they cant.
13. guys cry.
14. dont provoke the guy to heat up, he will.
15. guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. when you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. when a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesnt like you and he cant lay down the
card for you.
22. when a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow".
23. you have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. guys hate gays.
25. guys love their moms.
26. a guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. a guy often thinks about the girl who likes him, but this doesnt mean that the guy likes her.
28. you can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. if a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime, he does.
30. guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
32. guys are very open about themselves.
33. it's good to test a guy first before you believe him, but dont let him wait that long.
34. no guy is bad when he is courting.
35. guys hate it when their clothes get dirty.
36. guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. if a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him.
39. a usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. a guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. guys virtually brag about anything.
44. guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. guys think too much.
46. guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. girls' height doesnt really matter to a guy but her weight does.
48. guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.
49. when a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. it's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. you have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. a guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he wont be matured and grow up.
53. when an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do.
54. guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. when a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. he's actually nervous.
57. when a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is.
58. when a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
59. guys dont really have final decisions.
60. when a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. if a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. if a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. guys dont like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. a guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. a guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. guys like girls who are like their moms.
70. a guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. a guy's friend knows everything about him.
72. guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. guys dont comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. when a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. guys dont care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. any guy can handle his problems all by his own.
82. guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. when a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. when a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. when a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. when you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. but when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. if a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. if you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all i can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. you can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you.
92. if a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. when a guy says he cant sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. he also tells that to another girl. he only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. you can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. girls are allowed to touch boys' things, not their hair.
97. if a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. guys hate girls who overreact.
99. guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
source : http://www.knowledgesutra.com
samson.
tutup mulut kalau taktau.
hye orang asing. kau tak kenal aku, jangan pernah nak cakap pasal aku. aku tau apa yang aku suka. dan aku tau apa yang aku tak suka. aku tau apa yang aku selesa, dengan siapa aku selesa. kalau aku mula bermukamuka dengan kau, kau memang bukan pilihan teman aku. please take note itu.
note : kalau aku katak bawah tempurung sekalipun, kau kesah apa ?
waiting for nothing.
you know those days. the ones where you just feel like doing nothing, you start something and get little accomplished even though you might have possibly gotten something done. honestly i can just say im tired of it all. i hate caring about someone enough to get that feeling of your chest just sinking into your stomach as your throat gets dry. your eyes tear up and then it hurts. friends or enemies ? seriously who knows. some can be nice others just hiding beneath a facade. then again saying that would be hypocritical but at least there are some of those good friends out there.
leopard lagi.
went to the mines with babylove. seriously, i've never been happier. thanks for today, love ♥
note : ade orang tu habis dekat rm800. beringat sikit yeaa sayang ?
JailCell.
with your golden hair
glistening in the sun
and my heart skipped a beat
that's when i felt complete
i knew you were the one
you're my baby baby
my baby
we were in love
nothing could come above
everything seems perfect
then everything seems collapsed
and you drove me insane
it's causing too much pain
and im trying my best not to complain
but im still rotting inside
nowhere else to hide
that is my love cell
this love is my jail cell
- ichi csilla idris -
inspiration for the uninspired.
DRAMA. what an obnoxious word. truthfully the world of acting doesnt deserve such a term. one word can bring you to euphoric bliss and happiness, a few more can tear it all down. i try to stay aside and scoff at those foolish people who care too much. but i know that i suffer just as much as them.
i kind of hate me too.
we ignore the ones who adore us. we adore the ones who ignore us. we love the ones who hurt us. and we hurt the ones that love us. isnt it ironic ?
toy story.
out among the stars i sit, way beyond the moon. in my silver ship i sailed, to a dream that ended too soon. now i know exactly who i am and what im here for. and i will go sailing no more.
karma is a bitch on wheels.
life is unfair. you put someone first who puts you second. you study your ass off for a final but still you get a B. you're there for your bestfriend at 3am when they needed you the most, and the next day they wont pick up their phone. you care so much for someone who doesnt care enough about you. you give someone your time and they give you SORRY, IM BUSY. it seems like you're giving every one your everything and they're just walking away and giving you back nothing.
twentyeleven.
this coming year, i hope you create a story that you love. i hope you make something beautiful and take great risks. i hope you dare yourself to do brave things. i hope you will have a conviction and see it through. i hope you discover the miracle of faith. i hope you come out brand new and beautiful. i hope you have the courage to take the weak things and amplify them until your life overflows with only the good stuff. i hope you see the world and meet interesting people but above all, i hope you have an absolutely passionate love affair with life.


















