hadapi dengan senyuman.
susah jugak nak jaga hati semua orang nie kan ? kadangkadang ape yang kita buat semua salah. tak pernah betul. padahal kita dah cuba sehabis baik nak menggembirakan hati orang lain sampai kadangkadang kita sendiri yang rasa sakitpedihperit. tapi tak kisahlah. yang penting orang lain happy.
note : tak kisah lah orang nak cakap ape, yang penting sy sayang awak ♥
haters gonna hate.
i hate people that call people who dont like them JEALOUS HATERS. and say things like HATERS GONNA HATE and other stuff like that. do you even realize how unintelligent you sound ? i think it's a product of this whole BE YOURSELF, IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT OTHERS THINK OF YOU mentality that this generation has. maybe you could try handling criticism a little maturely and figure out why someone doesnt like you, instead of dismissing them as jealous. odds are, nobody is jealous of you. fucking twits.
being a girl.
i hate my period. i hate being a girl sometimes. okay actually a lot of the time i hate being a girl. we have to wear uncomfortable lingerie, are expected to WANT to push a watermelon demon spawn out of a hole the size of a kumquat. GEE THANKS.
I HATE MY PERIOD. i hate the cramping, bloating, damn fucking mood swings, crying for no reason, being too cold, being too hot, bloated like a whale, my boyfriend not knowing what it's like, snapping at him, the break outs, the stupid food cravings, the needing to watch romantic movies i've already seen and throwing money away on rich pharmaceutical's pain relievers.
note : i hate my period. who needs hormones anyway ?
same shit, different day.
im sorry i constantly want to talk to you.
im sorry when you take long to reply, i get sad.
im sorry if i say things that might piss you off.
im sorry if i come off as annoying.
im sorry if you dont want to talk to me as much as i want to talk to you.
im sorry if i think about you too much and too often.
im sorry if i say things i dont really mean.
im sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you dont really care.
im sorry if i come off as being clingy.
but its just me missing you.
why are you so far away ?
dear brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him.
dear pillow, sorry for all the tears.
dear heart, sorry for all the damage.
dear me, sorry for being head-over-heels in love with him.
im not crying, my eyeballs are sweating.
i gave it up, but i guess it was not enough. he never seemed satisfied. i know im not perfect, but at the end of the day who is ?
note : 20102010. it's the 13th.
perfect punching bag.
tadi bertelagah dengan si katak. but akhirnya berjaya disettlekan dengan cara terbaik. im proud to say yang every time kiteorang bergaduh, kiteorang akan cuba selesai dengan cara orang dewasa. yeaa ORANG DEWASA. so perempuan lakhnat, bawakbawak la sedar diri sikit.
bila babi dah memang babi.
hye babi. kau nie memang babi kan ? dasar babi anak babi. kenape la kau nie taktau malu sangat babi ? babi babi babi la babi nie.
note : harap maaf. tibatiba terasa perlu melontarkan ayat BABI tu.
soon to be winter.
Kuala Lumpur (KUL) - London (STN)
Sunday, 14 November 2010
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Monday, 15 November 2010
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Monday, 22 November 2010
London (STN) - Kuala Lumpur (KUL)
Monday, 22 November 2010
you suck.
loves for everything.
gonna spend my weekend at TheSaujanaHotel, KualaLumpur. yeahh. i seriously need a superduperawesome weekend break. i have been so stressed and depressed lately with all the assignments and quizzes. plus, my relationship problems. i just want to clear up the nasty thoughts and things. ohh well, i have dinner date with TheIries tonight. havent seen my sisters for quite a long time. till then. toodles~
carried away.
hari nie hari bosan sedunia, perhaps ? bangun pukul 9, basuh baju, mandi, cuci toilet, kemas rumah dan sambung tido sampai petang. lepas tu bangun semula, makan maggie dan SUMBAT. taktau nak buat ape dekat rumah nie. akhirnya membuat keputusan untuk bermovie marathon HAHA SexAndTheCity dan SexAndTheCity2. sangatlah terbaik.
note : heyy boyfriend and girlfriends, im officially missing you guys ♥
spazz away.
five things i want to change :
1. my unstable feelings
2. his forwardness :')
3. my superslow laptop
4. my fugly cellphone
5. my uneven nails. wish they were longer now
it revolves around you.
you check your phone, because you have nothing to contribute to the conversation.
wait for the right time to say something, you get interrupted. twice.
someone you vaguely know is walking in front of you. you maintain distance.
hold the door for some. they’re slightly too far away.
someone comes online, you say hey, they go offline.
you go in for the high-five. other person isnt looking.
accidentally look someone in the eye. pretend to look past them.
you say something stupid. you play it down, but everyone sees your face going red.
you say hi to someone. it comes out as a whisper.
your friends formed a circle while you were gone. you cant fit and end up standing slightly askew.
waiting by yourself for friends. pretend you’re texting.
you tell a hilarious joke. nobody laughs.
you’re in class and you want to cough. some other person just coughed, now you have to wait.
walk into the restrooms and the stalls are full. pretend you only came here to wash your hands then leave.
the person in front is walking slightly slower than you are. you walk at an uncomfortable speed to get past them.
keep holding on.
orang kata everything happens for a reason. mungkin betul jugak apa yang diorang cakap tu. dalam kes nie, aku tak salahkan dia sepenuhnya. aku tau ade jugak salah aku. kalau tak banyak, sikit. kalau tak sikit, banyak. ade sebab kenape dia jadi macam tu. so aku taknak amik pusing bende nie. yang lepas, biarlah lepas. sekarang pandang ke hadapan dan jangan toleh belakang :)
note : i may not be perfect but only god knows how much I LOVE YOU ♥
sensasi delight.
hari nie menu berbuka bukan maggie tapi pizza. pegi mines dengan wawa, nana dan babylove. plan nak buat surprise party untuk lisa. sampai je mines, pegi pizza hut dengan babylove. nana dengan wawa pulak pegi melantak dekat popeyes. lepas dah habis makan semua, baru pegi beli apeape yang patut. sementara mimi dengan latip pulak pegi beli satay. lisa sumbat la duduk rumah sorangsorang. padan muka kau lisa HAHA plan surprise birthday menjadi. harap je takde tepung telur semua. aku sayang kau.
selamat hari jadi, nadia zuhaida :)
the day that i climbed into this mess.
semalam puasa, berbuka makan maggie sematamata. hari nie puasa lagi, sumpah tak larat nak mati -__-
note : menu berbuka hari nie pon maggie jugak. jyeahh.
detoxing the cold sweat of shame.
do you know that feeling ? that feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place. not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible ? i want to believe that.
thunder.
yeaa kalau korang perasaan beberapa entry sebelum nie semua penuh keemoan. biasalah gadohgadoh sikit. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pulak pasangan bercinta.
dua tiga hari nie memang mood kiteorang tak berapa nak baik. ade je yang tak kena. tapi yang paling bengang bila kiteorang bergadoh, ade pulak si IBLIS nie yang suka siap tepuktepuk tangan.
aku pelik dengan manusia macam nie. takde rase bersalah ke nak rosakkan hubungan orang. bukan nak riak atau bangga, tapi alhamdulillah hubungan aku dengan dia dah pon cecah setahun. so tolonglah jangan carik pasal nak amik dia dari aku. sebab aku takkan bagi. sememangnya tak akan. kau boleh mimpi dia je la malammalam.
note : nak pegangpelukcium, langkah mayat aku dulu yeaa cik E to the M.
sorry, blame it on me.
101010. persetankan dengan angka 1 0 itu. hari nie aku tewas. tewas dengan air mata. 101010, aku benci kau.
note : bantal dan froggy, maaflah membasahkan korang dengan air mata kesedihan bukan kegembiraan.
socalledsuperhero.
status semua membunuh habis. memang makan dalam sampai isi perut semua. damn :/
note : yang kau tu dah kenape semua status dia kau nak like ? STUPID !
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sory, tibatiba rase nak membodoh dekat sini. ape yang aku buat semua tak betul. ade je yang salah. aku dah cuba sehabis baik nak tolong orang. tapi lastlast aku jugak yang kena. yeaa aku lah paling bodoh.
note : i love you ♥
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