rumi's.

take away what i want.
take away what i do.
take away what i need.
take away everything that takes me from you.

C.

sticks and stones.

why dont you understand that we are all the same and we all feel lost at times ? why dont you understand that someone else’s pain is not for gain ?

note : i wont live in chains. i’ve come too far to be like you are.

C.

great escape.

we are young, we run green, keep our teeth nice and clean, see our friends, see the sights, feel alright.

C.

j'aime mes cheveux.

i love my hair. i play with it like, constantly. i flip it over this shoulder, i flip it over that shoulder, i let it hang straight back, i braid it and let it come loose by itself and i always run my fingers through it to untangle it. basically, every five minutes or less, my fingers are in my hair. all day everyday.

C.

PMS.

i really wish i was at home with my mummy right now so i could cuddle up to her on the sofa with a blanket.

C.

waldorf.

destiny is for losers. it's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen.

C.

xoxo.

what we have is a great love. it's complicated. intense. all consuming. no matter what we do and how much we fight, it will always pull us in. what's mere happiness in the face of all that, right?

C.

F E A R.

im scared of failing. im scared of not being enough and not being able to do enough to be enough if that even makes sense. there are so many things i want to achieve in my life and im scared im never going to achieve it all.

C.

unplanned getaway 2.0

#GETAWAYMEMORIES

dari bukit bintang sampai ke taman melati, tibatiba end up dekat kuantan.

berani mati gerak balik kuantan pukul 11 malam. padahal esoknya ade class pukul 9 pagi.

berjaya surprisekan ibu and ayah AirinAzmi bila tibatiba muncul depan gate rumah pukul 3 pagi.

layan HKLBR pukul 4 pagi dengan SyafiqManson, ShashaAffan, AirinAzmi, adik airin, ibu airin and ayah airin.

habis je HKLBR, terus bawak diri pegi breakfast dekat mcdonald. 4 girls and a boy.

late lunch dekat pavilion. dinner dekat taman melati. breakfast dekat kuantan. kemain lagi.

gerak balik kuala lumpur pukul 7 pagi and sampai pukul 9 pagi. TAK sengaja TERlepas class.

dari kuala lumpur, terus ke subang dan kemudian ke shah alam.

dengan selamba semua bawak muka busuk pegi breakfast dekat darussalam.

dan akhirnya dua orang berakhir di uniten, dua orang berakhir di mmu.

note : yesterday was totally epic.

C.

saturday morning.

sometimes it's good to have some time to yourself. certainly it is for me. i still have a lot of things to do this weekend. maybe things worked out for the best. but part of me wishes things had come together.

C.

from her lips.

if your love is all i have, that would be enough.

sometimes at night, when i look to the sky, i start thinking of you and then ask myself. why ? why do i love you ?

i think and smile. because i know the list could run on for miles.

the whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much.

the way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion.

the way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.

the way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where i want to be.

the way that i feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride.

the dreams that i dream, that all involve you, the possibilities i see and the things we can do.

how you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.

i could go on for days, telling of what i feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

these words i have written, speak of my love for you from my lips these words spoken.

( shasha affan, 2011 )

much love.

some love stories arent epic novels, some are short stories.
but that doesnt make them any less filled with love.

C.

semester satu, tahun dua.

well, i havent been blogging for almost a month now. how shameful could that be ? i already knew my results for last semester and im not disappointed. thanks to my brain that’s working well on the exams’ days :3

anyway, it’s the start of the third semester. things wont be as easy as the two previous semesters anymore. 6 subjects, 19 credit hours. and i might be having fridays as a part of the weekends. how cool could that be ? so very cool :D

it's friday, friday
gotta get down on friday
everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend

C.