theres always going to be that one thing you wish for but never get. that one mistake you wish you could erase but can never take back. that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again.
C.
nymphs.
im moving on. no more waiting. no more hurt. if you wanted me you could've had me, but you didnt. you blew your chances. now, i hope you're happy living your life wondering "what if you took your chances with me ?" cause im no longer here. im no longer waiting.
C.
give me a reason.
you may not want me anymore. but i know good and well that you still think of me. i still occupy a spot in your mind. maybe you even miss me. so why wont you talk to me ?
C.
mayer.
sometimes you tell someone to never call you again and then the phone rings and you hope it's them. its the most twisted logic of all time.
C.
empty.
i miss you. im waiting for you to text or call me and tell me you miss me because i have missed you the entire time. i felt love. and now i lay here on my bed. thinking about you. your voice. your warm hugs. and all your amazing qualities. i want you to hold me like you did. right now, i dont feel the love.
C.
H.
just because i dont say anything doesnt mean it doesnt bother me. of course it bothers me. but im just saving us the trouble and not starting an argument. every little thing you do affects me. but i rather just stay quiet.
C.
lose the battle.
in the blink of an eye, everything can change. so forgive often and love with all your heart. you may never know when you may not have that chance again.
C.
ghotz.
when something hurts you, dont think you have to be okay. sometimes you’ll never be okay, you’ll never get over it. but you can learn to accept that it happened and move on. what you learn from dealing with a problem or how you learn to handle your suffering is much more beneficial than acting like nothing is wrong.
C.
miles.
sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. if they care, they'll notice. if they dont, you know where you stand.
C.
a new leaf.
her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. no matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met. that all other men seemed pale beside him.
C.
heart, yes. tongue, no.
you can talk with someone for years. everyday. and still, it wont mean as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not saying a word. yet you feel that person with your heart. you feel like you have known the person for forever.
C.
four months.
i nevertheless settled in very quickly. got to know my colleagues and to understand the way the organisation worked. and i already felt quite at home before the end of my first month.
C.
hope.
ever have that one person in your life that you just cant give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance ? and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. the one person you know you're better off without, but you cant find a way to let them go. because deep down inside, you wouldnt want to know what to do without them. the one person you know doesnt deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love them.
C.
ze final month.
i've been working with RLDE for almost three months now. although it's not a long time, i already have this feeling that i am definitely enjoying the greatest and most exciting opportunity of my professional life. im working as a multimedia trainee and it's been a very rewarding experience. i’ve always believed the place where we work should be thrilling as it's where we spend most of our time. it's supposed to be a place where people can not only do their job but also do it with the feeling that they are at home.
C.
eternally.
i want us to last. i dont want to have an amazing couple of the months and then it be all over in a flash. i dont want to experience the feelings of hurt, confusion and disappointment again. no matter what we run into and no matter how hard things get, i want us to stick together.
C.
kiri kanan.
bila setiap apa yang aku cuba sampaikan, kau ambik sebagai negative. apa aku rasa ? bila dengan orang lain, kau bagi gula. tapi dengan aku, kau bagi garam. apa aku rasa ? bila rutin setiap hari adalah bercakaran. apa aku rasa ? bila semua benda yang aku buat, mesti salah di mata kau. apa aku rasa ?
C.
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