spazz away.
five things i want to change :
1. my unstable feelings
2. his forwardness :')
3. my superslow laptop
4. my fugly cellphone
5. my uneven nails. wish they were longer now
it revolves around you.
you check your phone, because you have nothing to contribute to the conversation.
wait for the right time to say something, you get interrupted. twice.
someone you vaguely know is walking in front of you. you maintain distance.
hold the door for some. they’re slightly too far away.
someone comes online, you say hey, they go offline.
you go in for the high-five. other person isnt looking.
accidentally look someone in the eye. pretend to look past them.
you say something stupid. you play it down, but everyone sees your face going red.
you say hi to someone. it comes out as a whisper.
your friends formed a circle while you were gone. you cant fit and end up standing slightly askew.
waiting by yourself for friends. pretend you’re texting.
you tell a hilarious joke. nobody laughs.
you’re in class and you want to cough. some other person just coughed, now you have to wait.
walk into the restrooms and the stalls are full. pretend you only came here to wash your hands then leave.
the person in front is walking slightly slower than you are. you walk at an uncomfortable speed to get past them.
keep holding on.
orang kata everything happens for a reason. mungkin betul jugak apa yang diorang cakap tu. dalam kes nie, aku tak salahkan dia sepenuhnya. aku tau ade jugak salah aku. kalau tak banyak, sikit. kalau tak sikit, banyak. ade sebab kenape dia jadi macam tu. so aku taknak amik pusing bende nie. yang lepas, biarlah lepas. sekarang pandang ke hadapan dan jangan toleh belakang :)
note : i may not be perfect but only god knows how much I LOVE YOU ♥
sensasi delight.
hari nie menu berbuka bukan maggie tapi pizza. pegi mines dengan wawa, nana dan babylove. plan nak buat surprise party untuk lisa. sampai je mines, pegi pizza hut dengan babylove. nana dengan wawa pulak pegi melantak dekat popeyes. lepas dah habis makan semua, baru pegi beli apeape yang patut. sementara mimi dengan latip pulak pegi beli satay. lisa sumbat la duduk rumah sorangsorang. padan muka kau lisa HAHA plan surprise birthday menjadi. harap je takde tepung telur semua. aku sayang kau.
selamat hari jadi, nadia zuhaida :)
the day that i climbed into this mess.
semalam puasa, berbuka makan maggie sematamata. hari nie puasa lagi, sumpah tak larat nak mati -__-
note : menu berbuka hari nie pon maggie jugak. jyeahh.
detoxing the cold sweat of shame.
do you know that feeling ? that feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place. not only because it’s right, but because it will mean that such a thing is still possible ? i want to believe that.
thunder.
yeaa kalau korang perasaan beberapa entry sebelum nie semua penuh keemoan. biasalah gadohgadoh sikit. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pulak pasangan bercinta.
dua tiga hari nie memang mood kiteorang tak berapa nak baik. ade je yang tak kena. tapi yang paling bengang bila kiteorang bergadoh, ade pulak si IBLIS nie yang suka siap tepuktepuk tangan.
aku pelik dengan manusia macam nie. takde rase bersalah ke nak rosakkan hubungan orang. bukan nak riak atau bangga, tapi alhamdulillah hubungan aku dengan dia dah pon cecah setahun. so tolonglah jangan carik pasal nak amik dia dari aku. sebab aku takkan bagi. sememangnya tak akan. kau boleh mimpi dia je la malammalam.
note : nak pegangpelukcium, langkah mayat aku dulu yeaa cik E to the M.
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