i have this bad habit. i love to skip classes. i do this when i am tired, bored or having a bad day. sometimes, i choose days to skip based on what we are doing in the class that day. it is a bad habit and although i often consciously decide to give it up, i always find myself pulled along the irresistible pathway to freedom and naptime.
how's that for distorting reality ?
for you i will.
fragile and cold.
life these days is getting rough. it knocks me down and beats me up. but it's just a roller coaster anyway.
100 years.
i keep thinking of how much i love talking to you. how good you look when you smile. how much i love your laugh. i daydream about you off and on. replaying pieces of our conversation. laughing at funny things that you said or did. i've memorized your face. and the way that you look at me. i catch myself smiling again at what i imagine. i wonder what will happen everytime we meet. and even though neither of us know what the future holds, i know one thing for sure. you’re the best thing that ever happened to me.
always have, always will.
kalau niat kau nak sakitkan hati aku, kau berjaya.
kalau niat kau nak hancurkan hati aku, kau berjaya.
kalau niat kau nak buat aku bergadoh dengan dia, kau berjaya.
kau layak diberi tepukan gemuruh dalam mengkucarlanarkan hubungan orang. kau memang layak, perempuan sial. layak selayaklayaknya. tapi satu aku boleh bagitau. aku takkan kalah dengan kau. aku takkan bagi hak aku dekat kau. kau patut lebih sedar diri dan berpijak di bumi yang nyata. bukan syok sendiri dan mula menulis ntah apaapa.
note : sampai mati aku benci kau EM. sampai mati.
what's your fantasy ?
facethebook.
minggu bermidterm exams. ahh tekanan perasaan semuanya. banyak nak kene revise. itulah, dalam class mainmain. tak pernah nak concentrate. datang class pon kadangkadang. csilla ohh csilla, sila bangun dari tidur anda.
14 January 2011 : AppliedStatistics
18 January 2011 : CreativeThinking
25 January 2011 : AdvancedProgramming
syukur Computer Modelling And Creativity takde midterm. Multimedia Technologies pulak taktau bila. tarikh belom dapat. selamat menghadam semuanya, csilla.









