sobs.

untuk kesekian kali, air mata jatuh lagi.

C.

ze final month.

i've been working with RLDE for almost three months now. although it's not a long time, i already have this feeling that i am definitely enjoying the greatest and most exciting opportunity of my professional life. im working as a multimedia trainee and it's been a very rewarding experience. i’ve always believed the place where we work should be thrilling as it's where we spend most of our time. it's supposed to be a place where people can not only do their job but also do it with the feeling that they are at home.

C.

eternally.

i want us to last. i dont want to have an amazing couple of the months and then it be all over in a flash. i dont want to experience the feelings of hurt, confusion and disappointment again. no matter what we run into and no matter how hard things get, i want us to stick together.

HAPPY 3 YEARS AND 5 MONTHS, M ♥
C.

kiri kanan.

bila setiap apa yang aku cuba sampaikan, kau ambik sebagai negative. apa aku rasa ?

bila dengan orang lain, kau bagi gula. tapi dengan aku, kau bagi garam. apa aku rasa ?

bila rutin setiap hari adalah bercakaran. apa aku rasa ?

bila semua benda yang aku buat, mesti salah di mata kau. apa aku rasa ?

C.

timeline.

2009

2010

2011

2012
C.

unmention.

i miss you. i miss us. but people change. so yeah :')

C.

monthsary.

20092009 - 20122012. 3 years, 3 months, 1187 days, 28488 hours, 1709280 minutes, 102556800 seconds. i love you, SyafiqManson ♥

C.

lies within.

one day, you’ll meet a guy. and ultimately, he’s going to find out. how you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day. how your face looks underneath all your makeup. how you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how cranky you can get when you’re tired, how you think you look bad in all your photos. he’s going to know everything about you. and you know what ? he’s still going to love you.

C.