her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. no matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met. that all other men seemed pale beside him.
you can talk with someone for years. everyday. and still, it wont mean as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not saying a word. yet you feel that person with your heart. you feel like you have known the person for forever.
i nevertheless settled in very quickly. got to know my colleagues and to understand the way the organisation worked. and i already felt quite at home before the end of my first month.
ever have that one person in your life that you just cant give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance ? and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. the one person you know you're better off without, but you cant find a way to let them go. because deep down inside, you wouldnt want to know what to do without them. the one person you know doesnt deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love them.
i've been working with RLDE for almost three months now. although it's not a long time, i already have this feeling that i am definitely enjoying the greatest and most exciting opportunity of my professional life. im working as a multimedia trainee and it's been a very rewarding experience. i’ve always believed the place where we work should be thrilling as it's where we spend most of our time. it's supposed to be a place where people can not only do their job but also do it with the feeling that they are at home.
i want us to last. i dont want to have an amazing couple of the months and then it be all over in a flash. i dont want to experience the feelings of hurt, confusion and disappointment again. no matter what we run into and no matter how hard things get, i want us to stick together.
bila setiap apa yang aku cuba sampaikan, kau ambik sebagai negative. apa aku rasa ? bila dengan orang lain, kau bagi gula. tapi dengan aku, kau bagi garam. apa aku rasa ? bila rutin setiap hari adalah bercakaran. apa aku rasa ? bila semua benda yang aku buat, mesti salah di mata kau. apa aku rasa ?
