mayer.

sometimes you tell someone to never call you again and then the phone rings and you hope it's them. its the most twisted logic of all time.

C.

empty.

i miss you. im waiting for you to text or call me and tell me you miss me because i have missed you the entire time. i felt love. and now i lay here on my bed. thinking about you. your voice. your warm hugs. and all your amazing qualities. i want you to hold me like you did. right now, i dont feel the love.

C.

H.

just because i dont say anything doesnt mean it doesnt bother me. of course it bothers me. but im just saving us the trouble and not starting an argument. every little thing you do affects me. but i rather just stay quiet.

C.

lose the battle.

in the blink of an eye, everything can change. so forgive often and love with all your heart. you may never know when you may not have that chance again.

C.

bukowski.

being alone never felt right. sometimes it felt good, but it never felt right.

C.

ghotz.

when something hurts you, dont think you have to be okay. sometimes you’ll never be okay, you’ll never get over it. but you can learn to accept that it happened and move on. what you learn from dealing with a problem or how you learn to handle your suffering is much more beneficial than acting like nothing is wrong.

C.

miles.

sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. if they care, they'll notice. if they dont, you know where you stand.

C.

a new leaf.

her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. no matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met. that all other men seemed pale beside him.

C.