H for honesty.

does honesty have an important place in your relationship ? and does it really matter ? to some people, honesty is just a word to which they merely pay lip service. and so it is one of the first things to give way in the light of a crisis. but honesty in a relationship is a very real value that we should do everything in our power to keep alive.

C.

ku punya.

kau selalu di fikiranku.
ku merindukanmu sentiasa.
kerna engkau satusatunya yang ku cinta dan yang aku perlu.

terkadang aku sendiri hanyut dibuai rasa.
rasa yang tak tergambar kerna engkau sempurna.

cinta kita kan selalu berterusan.
dan ianya tidak akan pernah pudar.
kita akan sentiasa bersama selamanya.
hingga ke hujung nyawa, kau aku kan sampai syurga selamanya.

kau nyawa, kau ku punya.
kan ku simpan, kemana saja.
kau nyawa, kau ku punya.
itu satunya, yang ku simpan selamanya.

note : baitbait lagu itu, mungkin hanya dongengan aku.

C.

sexylove.

i dont have the words to make you feel better. but i do have the arms to hug you, i have the ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about. and i have a heart thats aching to see you smile again.

note : i said i love you and i swear i still do.

C.

wainwright.

you're nearer than my head is to the pillow. you're nearer than the wind is to the willow. you're dearer than the rain is to the earth below. you're precious as the sun to the things that grow.

you're nearer than the ivy to the wall is. you're nearer than the winter to the fall is. when you're away, you'll know you're nearer. for i love you so.




C.

cetera.

you keep me standing tall, you help me through it all. im always strong when you're beside me. i have always needed you. i could never make it alone ♥



C.

143.

i miss the old you. i miss the one that used to be there. the one that always showed he cared. i miss the one who used to call even just to say hi. the one that showed me love. the one that said he would never change. i miss the words you used to say. the calls you gave me every day.

C.

maman sait mieux.

nothing would make her happier than to wear her mother's wedding dress :')



C.

someday.

im the girl who will get through life day by day. loving the ones that are supposed to love me back. you're not proud now. but i'll show you, one day you'll be proud of me. i never wanted to be like others. im perfect in my own way. i've lied, not once. but i only did because i couldnt stand to see you cry anymore. you may look at me now and not believe that i can make it. but dont worry, im not what you think i am. im so much more, so much better.

note : someday, i will make you proud. i will, mum. i will.



C.